Total solar eclipse: the power of the universe puts things into perspective

I’ve been putting off writing this up for some time. Why? Because everything I put down on paper feels empty compared to the actual experience, because each moment and emotion described feels shallower than the reality, an indignity, an untruth.

Sunrise, clear skies

Sunrise, clear skies

Yet, I was one of those fortunate enough to witness the universe lock in to a moment of perfection and the experience touched me. Deeply.

During the days following the event I did little other than describe it as ‘amazing’, which is pretty nondescript, bland even. I couldn’t come up with anything better. My senses were pricked and I was filled with awe for the universe, and yet I was somewhat dumbed.

So what happened? Time to start finding my words.

Wrapping up the pre-eclipse party just as dawn breaks

Wrapping up the pre-eclipse party just as dawn breaks

At around 5.30AM on 14th November 2012 I made my way from base camp at the Eclipse 2012 festival up in Far North Queensland Australia, back past music stages where I’d recently bounced to Fat Freddy’s Drop and later stomped about to a DJ I can’t recall, stages that were now winding down. It was the first break from beats we would have in a whole week of celebrations. Respect the moment and the magic. Instead, birdsong was the gathering call.

Ravers, families and a man dressed in a mask and gown gathered on the hill by the Moon Stage as the sun rose, warming the dusty ground and the bones of people who had not stayed up to party, sleepy bodies re-awaking for this unique moment in time. Against a pinky orange sky, a little girl of maybe two snuggled into her father’s cuddle whilst the man in the mask started to sing out in monotone. He raised his face and stretched out his arms to the rising golden orb.

People start to make their way to the viewing spots

People start to make their way to the viewing spots

Sun worshipper

Sun worshipper

Crowds start to gather for the eclipse

Crowds start to gather for the eclipse

And then came the moon, crossing in front of the sun, starting at the top left, a creeping blackness.

The first quarter passed quickly but then time slowed down and the moon seemed to stick on a partial cover up. I took off my glasses and looked around at everyone else. Hoards of people, crowded up against makeshift fencing, creating silhouettes on the hillside. A raft of upturned faces standing, sitting, lying on a sea of festival dust, eyes protected by paper solar safe shades. Some people headed away from the crowds in search of a private observation spot.

By now all festival stages had hushed, completely, and other than quieting birdsong, an occasional charged ‘whoop’ or a monotone ‘ooooh’ from the sun god worshipper, the world started to silence.

Each minute that the moon moved closer to total cover-up brought with it a drop in temperature. I shivered and wrapped myself up in a jumper. I put my safety glasses back on and stood still with this collective of people who all seemingly had the same intention to watch this process unfold. Occasionally someone shuffled about but mostly people, having found places to perch,  were still, some having resigned themselves to the fact that they would probably not be sharing the eclipse experience with their closest buddies. Finding anyone in these crowds would be a considerable mission, one that might take away from actually taking in the event. No, sit still, let things unfold. Observe. (And be glad that you weren’t one of the ones that woke up mid-morning and wondered ‘Have I missed the eclipse?’).

It became dark. The moon was now firmly between us and the sun and the birds fell silent.

And then, in a flash of sunny brilliance, it all locked into place.  Light shone out of the sides, bright rays crowning a ball of the deepest black. We took our glasses off.  I started with my limited ‘amazing’ exclamations and listened to equally immature and breathy responses that only awe can generate. And lots of cheering. This wasn’t a film, hell no! How does life do this? How is our world so damn beautiful?

Lock in

Lock in

I felt comforted by this vivid reminder that there are far bigger things going on in our world, forces that we try to understand yet still contain mystery, patterns that can be predicted but only up to a point, beauty that generates a moment of wonder shared, appreciated by a humanity hotchpotch.

So much was going through my mind – my life events, choices and hopes – passing through in a moment of clarity and understanding. It all made sense: it didn’t really matter. And, yet somehow, in relation to everything else and everyone else, it did.

Lie back, watch the sun re-emerge, choose whether to join the post-eclipse party or finally go to bed

Lie back… watch the sun re-emerge… choose whether to join the post-eclipse party or retreat to camp and finally go to sleep

Just over two minutes later and the moment of magic was broken as the sun and moon moved out of alignment, and we were back to reality. The light and warmth returned, the birds started to sing once again and the doof doof of the party started afresh.

Days later I still carried the magic with me, and months later the memory can still evoke a stomach flip and an utterance of ‘amazing’. Because it truly was amazing. Even the dismissiveness of a self-proclaimed eclipse king has done little to dampen my wonder.

And so I may yet become an eclipse chaser. But, would I get that same sense of awe, that absolute natural high from repeating the experience in another setting? Would it not, like any repeat experience, lack the magic of the first time? I’m hesitant.

The next total solar eclipse takes place in 2015 and is visible from Iceland, Europe, North Africa and Northern Asia whereas if I’m still Oz-side, I’ll have to wait until 2028. Might I see you there?

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9 responses to “Total solar eclipse: the power of the universe puts things into perspective

  1. liz

    i think you did a beautiful, captivating job of trying to describe that indescribable experience. and, thank you, for writing this, so that we readers could feel just a tiny, tiny smidgen of what you did. i am sure that it was truly…. ????

    thank you. xo

    • 🙂 I loved finally writing up from my notes, quotes and memories… it took me right back there. Thanks so much for reading and taking the time to comment. I’m glad to have given you a snippet of an impression of a total solar eclipse experience, even if it is one view of many and probably differs significantly for each person.

  2. You describe the moments with beautiful simplicity and observation. I think what’s also really interesting is how aware you were of those around you, of what they were doing and what you perceived they might be thinking. I wonder, would the experience be just as incredible, if experienced alone?

    • Thanks you for taking the time to read and comment on this post, – I appreciate it and am glad that you got a little insight into the event 🙂 I’m trying to imagine experiencing it alone… I’m sure it would change the mood significantly. Maybe a purer moment? I found the human response pretty interesting, and the range of people appreciating the power of the solar eclipse also really interesting… it wasn’t just one type of person, one way of looking at it. Some people, like me, had never seen anything like it, and others were seasoned eclipse chasers or scientists or astronomers. But everyone I came across and talked to had been affected – it wasn’t like the most keen or educated in the solar system were the sole ones to feel the power of that moment. But the solo experience… hmmm… whilst it might be purer – in that your focus is fully on the sky and not on the activity and shared emotion of others – I’m not sure how it would make me feel. Possibly very, very alone! A tiny insignificant! At least when there are people around there is some tribal comfort 🙂 Your thoughts?

      • The more i think about it, the more questions i have than answers 🙂 Does the experience diminish the more times it is experienced? Why do we not appreciate phenomenon in everyday life – such as the act of drinking water? What if we don’t feel as much in awe of the experience as everyone else seems to be – do we play along and feel a fraud? Maybe we need planetary-sized experiences to remind us not to fall back into the mundane so quickly. I think it probably starts as a personal experience (a tiny insignificant can be a beautiful thing :)) but not being able to share those feelings in some way would be a loss.

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